FB status---

---does not know what or how to feel...

then a friend asks what my status is all about... i told him i'll explain it next time...

kay kapoy. funny thing is, there are a lot of things that i should be thinking about. like my dad's trust issues. chorbah. school. job. friends. social life. money. health. and the social elevance of my existence. but since i do not think about these things, i cannot formulate an opinion, strong enought to invoke certain emotions... or lets call it "passion."

basically what i'm trying to say is: with all the concerns i have at the moment, i am happy that i have not thought about killing myself. as what i would have done before. and with all the concerns that i have, i am not deeply troubled. that taking these things lightly and not over-thinking is good. as it keeps my head is above the water... maybe this new found optimism i partly owe to this friend who distracts me and helps me look at the positive side of things. :)

whatever.

love and peace to all!
GOD be with you!
ciao!

love letter to japan---

-- by the bird and the bee

is a new discovery for me... i woke up this morning and thought of "him" and when my bedroom was to hot due to the flooding sunshine, i went to the kitchen to have some coffee and watch tv. then a strange song was played and i liked it much... mainly because the lyrics reflected my thoughts...

nyway, i wanna share it with you... so here is the link to the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6rxbgAm-Do

i hope u like it. hehe:)

peace and love to all!
ciao!

ally vosia hums ---

"-from the west to the east, i have flown to be near you, I have come all this way to be close, to be here with you. And now, all my heart I will lay down precisely at your feet. My beloved, oh my sweet, all the gifts you have given me, the patience and the peace, cherry blossoms and the candy, i am yours for as long as you will have me..."

current state of mind---

---food, drinks, good company, fun times

i've been wanting to post something here for the past few days... but much has happend and i'm left with nothing to say... no, not really big things, but more like confusing... :) nyway, m not really out to hunt down answers... i'm trying to teach myself not to overthink... i've decided to just play along and stay for the ride... enjoy things while they still are... dami kong gusto ilagay dito, pero di pwede! hahaha!~

peace and love to all!
ciao!

kaCHORBAhan kong song for the moment... hehe:)

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two

If I fell in love with you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4Dsq9NtiIo

lookie!!! lookie!! lookie!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBxAdoTOnuM

its like my fave... for now.