unsa na???
mapalit na???
tagpila???
kay wala jud ko ana bah! sure lang! inatay kaayo... yesterday, oa napud akong pagka-emotera... letting go chuva ek... so nagdecide na daw ko noh??? and then, a couple hours later, ingnan nako siya na namis nako siya... tapos ana ko ala na ko xpect ug reply... pagkabuntag, nagtxt siya, saying that the feeling is mututal. ug sa dihang, wla, care care care napud ko. balik napud ko sa akong pagka adoring fan niya... ambot.
decisions must be made. i just dont have what it takes to make them.
love and peace!
ciao!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
kiss me through the phone by souljaboy
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
Baby I kno that u like me
U my future wifey
Souljaboytellem
Yeah u can be my boonie
I can be ya clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And eveytime I see ya
My feelings gets deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
Baby I've been thinkin
Lately so much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Ya voice is so lovely
I love ya complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
She call my phone like da (20x)
We on da phone like da (20x)
We takin pics like da (20x)
She dial my numba like da (10x)
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
Baby I kno that u like me
U my future wifey
Souljaboytellem
Yeah u can be my boonie
I can be ya clyde
U can be my wife
Text me, call me
I need u in my life
Yea all day
Everyday I need ya
And eveytime I see ya
My feelings gets deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't now
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
Baby I've been thinkin
Lately so much about u
Everything about u
I like it, I love it
Kissing u in public
Thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen
Talkin on da phone
Baby u so sexy
Ya voice is so lovely
I love ya complexion
I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss ya
But I can't
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Now baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
She call my phone like da (20x)
We on da phone like da (20x)
We takin pics like da (20x)
She dial my numba like da (10x)
678 triple 9 8212
Baby u kno that I miss u
I wanna get wit chu
Tonight but I can't
Baby girl and that's the issue
Girl u kno I miss u
I just wanna kiss u
But I can't rite now so baby
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u lata on)
Kiss me through the phone
Kiss me through the phone
(I see u when I get home)
miss you love by silverchair
Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But Im not too sure
How Im supposed to feel
Or what Im supposed to say
But Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love
Make room for the prey
cause Im coming in
With what I wanna say but
Its gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Its just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
Remember two days
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But Im not too sure
How Im supposed to feel
Or what Im supposed to say
But Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love
Make room for the prey
cause Im coming in
With what I wanna say but
Its gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
Its just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
Im not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people
Remember today
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
Remember two days
Ive no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love
I love the way you love
But I hate the way
Im supposed to love you back
linger by the cranberries
If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.
I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.
But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
And I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?
to beer or not to beer?
today, i thought you were actually nice. nice, not just in words, but in deed. you gave me ur lighter, but i declined. i would have loved to keep it pra katulad ng dati... our so-called friendship started with me having possesion of ur lighter. hehe:) u held my hand that night... but that has not happend for some time now...
u know what? im confused. i dunno if we are ok. i dunno if there is still the concept of u&i. ur nice and all, but i dont get the same kind of warmth anymore. you still seem to care, yet sometimes you dont. i dunno if youre bitter angst keeps you from going back to ur old self and that ur really letting me go... that's why i ask: how do you hold on to someone who is in fact letting you go?
my nega thoughts caught up with me kanina... i wrote down some of my thoughts. most of the page was spent on saying sorry. i just felt sorry... for you, for me, for the concept of u&i. the flow of the words did not really stop until i wrote down the words: i'm letting you go.
then i turned my phone off kasi di ka pa nagrereply. i read some. i felt better... happier... or light, i guess. then i could not focus on what i was reading. i turned on the phone. and voila! may reply ka nga... ngtx tayo konti, then i had the sudden urge to say: namiss na baya taka *** uie...
and there goes my firm resolve to let you go. whatta looozer. but the thing is, di na ikinasama ng loob ko ang di mo pagreply... ok nang nasabi ko sayo. bahala ka na anong reaction mo dun. feeling ko at this point, i dont care what happens anymore. i feel so tired... so exhausted. i just want you to decide... if i should stay or i should go.
i just want it in black and white. sure, there could be broken hearts but then we adhere to dura lex sed lex... and there will always be songs for the beautifully wrecKEd souls to help us get through each day, right? you could sing "miss you love" by silver chair... i could sing "linger" by the cranberries... or together, we could sing "kiss me throught the phone" by souljaboy.
ciao!
peace and love!
god bless!
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ps, i'll always care deeply for you.
you'll always be a good friend of mine.
u know what? im confused. i dunno if we are ok. i dunno if there is still the concept of u&i. ur nice and all, but i dont get the same kind of warmth anymore. you still seem to care, yet sometimes you dont. i dunno if youre bitter angst keeps you from going back to ur old self and that ur really letting me go... that's why i ask: how do you hold on to someone who is in fact letting you go?
my nega thoughts caught up with me kanina... i wrote down some of my thoughts. most of the page was spent on saying sorry. i just felt sorry... for you, for me, for the concept of u&i. the flow of the words did not really stop until i wrote down the words: i'm letting you go.
then i turned my phone off kasi di ka pa nagrereply. i read some. i felt better... happier... or light, i guess. then i could not focus on what i was reading. i turned on the phone. and voila! may reply ka nga... ngtx tayo konti, then i had the sudden urge to say: namiss na baya taka *** uie...
and there goes my firm resolve to let you go. whatta looozer. but the thing is, di na ikinasama ng loob ko ang di mo pagreply... ok nang nasabi ko sayo. bahala ka na anong reaction mo dun. feeling ko at this point, i dont care what happens anymore. i feel so tired... so exhausted. i just want you to decide... if i should stay or i should go.
i just want it in black and white. sure, there could be broken hearts but then we adhere to dura lex sed lex... and there will always be songs for the beautifully wrecKEd souls to help us get through each day, right? you could sing "miss you love" by silver chair... i could sing "linger" by the cranberries... or together, we could sing "kiss me throught the phone" by souljaboy.
ciao!
peace and love!
god bless!
**********************************
ps, i'll always care deeply for you.
you'll always be a good friend of mine.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
im sorry.
dont you just hate saying that? dont you hate hearing that?
does it not sound soooo insincere? either because u've heard it so many times or u've said it so many times...
kainis. i did not think i'd feel this much pain over the idea that you might be ending what we had over something so petty.. but then, i dont blame you if forgiveness does not come easily to you... even if i explained that it meant nothing to me, and you already judged me out of anger... wala na akong magagwa if u've already made up your mind... how can you make someone listen if they dont even want to hear you?
i just really hate the part na i dont know what to do... na di ko man lang nasabi sayo how deeply i care for you... na i dont want you to go... na ur not really showing signs that you want me/us to fix this... na parang andali lang para sayo na sumuko...
i've already decided to act normal... like i always did. and to go all in. i'm gonna gamble... lay all my cards on the table and tell you how much you mean to me... how deeply i care for you... how i could not do that which you accuse me of because i already have very strong feelings for you; feelings that wish to be carried through out the year until the next summer and the rest of the summers of my life. *char*
if that does not work, maybe all i can hope for is your genuine friendship.
ciao!
god bless you.
************************************
God, tabangi ko... *fingers crossed*
************************************
One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
What would you do if I could have you?
Oh if I could
I'd let you feel everything I'm thinking
Wouldn't that be nice?
One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
--- from one of these days by michelle branch
does it not sound soooo insincere? either because u've heard it so many times or u've said it so many times...
kainis. i did not think i'd feel this much pain over the idea that you might be ending what we had over something so petty.. but then, i dont blame you if forgiveness does not come easily to you... even if i explained that it meant nothing to me, and you already judged me out of anger... wala na akong magagwa if u've already made up your mind... how can you make someone listen if they dont even want to hear you?
i just really hate the part na i dont know what to do... na di ko man lang nasabi sayo how deeply i care for you... na i dont want you to go... na ur not really showing signs that you want me/us to fix this... na parang andali lang para sayo na sumuko...
i've already decided to act normal... like i always did. and to go all in. i'm gonna gamble... lay all my cards on the table and tell you how much you mean to me... how deeply i care for you... how i could not do that which you accuse me of because i already have very strong feelings for you; feelings that wish to be carried through out the year until the next summer and the rest of the summers of my life. *char*
if that does not work, maybe all i can hope for is your genuine friendship.
ciao!
god bless you.
************************************
God, tabangi ko... *fingers crossed*
************************************
One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
I hope and I pray
Waiting to find a way back to you
Cause that's where I'm home
What would you do if I could have you?
Oh if I could
I'd let you feel everything I'm thinking
Wouldn't that be nice?
One of these days
I won't be afraid of staying with you
--- from one of these days by michelle branch
Sunday, July 12, 2009
how can i keep you longer??
how can you?
if the person does not tell you what's wrong...
if the person does not give you the chance to fix things...
if the person merely tries to get back at you for all the bad things you supposedly did...
if the person tells you he wants you, but his actions say he does not want to be bound to you anymore...
does he even need know you want to keep him? does he need to understand? YES.
he needs to know how...
you've never felt this way about anyone before...
you've never known this brand of kindness, care, respect from other men...
you've never experienced this kind of pain over losing someone before....
why?
because it might change his mind...
because it might put back things the way they were before...
you need to keep him for the longest possible time, because you don't imagine yourself finding another person like him...
tapos magiging theme song na ng buhay mo yung "thinking of you" ni katy perry. haha!
if the person does not tell you what's wrong...
if the person does not give you the chance to fix things...
if the person merely tries to get back at you for all the bad things you supposedly did...
if the person tells you he wants you, but his actions say he does not want to be bound to you anymore...
does he even need know you want to keep him? does he need to understand? YES.
he needs to know how...
you've never felt this way about anyone before...
you've never known this brand of kindness, care, respect from other men...
you've never experienced this kind of pain over losing someone before....
why?
because it might change his mind...
because it might put back things the way they were before...
you need to keep him for the longest possible time, because you don't imagine yourself finding another person like him...
tapos magiging theme song na ng buhay mo yung "thinking of you" ni katy perry. haha!
i just dont know how to keep you.
when it started, it was not such a big deal... alam mo yun? diba? parang wala lang. kachorbahan lang... parang katambay na pwede landiin. haha! whatever... and at that time, i thought everything was fine kasi naisip ko if it fizzles, nobody gets hurt.
i, or perhaps we (because you agreed with me), that we were both not into serious stuff... just non-serious fraca... and i remember we later on added the idea na parang "but you cant reall tell what happens next... if it becomes somethng serious or not..." then i started to admit to myself the fact that i would surely miss you if ever...
so i guess, i want to know... where are we? are we there yet? or have you drpped me off somewhere because i am such an inconvenient drag? or maybe you simply changed ur mind? are you still with me? i'd highly appreciate warning signs, actually.
i, or perhaps we (because you agreed with me), that we were both not into serious stuff... just non-serious fraca... and i remember we later on added the idea na parang "but you cant reall tell what happens next... if it becomes somethng serious or not..." then i started to admit to myself the fact that i would surely miss you if ever...
so i guess, i want to know... where are we? are we there yet? or have you drpped me off somewhere because i am such an inconvenient drag? or maybe you simply changed ur mind? are you still with me? i'd highly appreciate warning signs, actually.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
go shawty, its yo bday...
yeah! happy bday to me!!! hehe:)
i planned a party series thing for my bday... but i did not go out last friday. and on saturday, i was bummed kay akong gusto makita sa akong bday wala or dili kaadto!!! but i am glad these people were with me last sat...
and these people (family and good friends) were with me para salubungin ang actual birth date ko yesterday (sunday)...
their presence made my bday waaaaa funner... and much more meaningful...
but then again with the presence of loved ones in our daily life, we should celebrate life daily... we should thank God for every breath, every moment and for everything that goes along with that moment... for our lives are made up of a series of moments strewn together.
i planned a party series thing for my bday... but i did not go out last friday. and on saturday, i was bummed kay akong gusto makita sa akong bday wala or dili kaadto!!! but i am glad these people were with me last sat...
and these people (family and good friends) were with me para salubungin ang actual birth date ko yesterday (sunday)...
their presence made my bday waaaaa funner... and much more meaningful...
but then again with the presence of loved ones in our daily life, we should celebrate life daily... we should thank God for every breath, every moment and for everything that goes along with that moment... for our lives are made up of a series of moments strewn together.
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