haha! i've been quiet for the past weeks noh? i couldnt write the stuff i wantd to because i wanted to keep them all to myself. plus i have found some peace of mind recently (but now, i'm confused again!). and galing ako byahe eh... grabeh! i couldnt smoke coz a pack of marls cost around 35hkd. i couldnt drink. i did not have my friends with me. my crush was away. and the mental torture of not knowing what to do: to enrol or not... it was one of the most stressful vacations ever! haha! thank God for retail therapy...
anyway, my dad decided to let me go to back to lawschool... it feels funny now. hehe:) ewan, weird. you know some stuff yet, u still feel ignorant... :) and the classmates are... well, parang detached ang tingin mo sa kanila... like ur not part of the class... kawawa din minsan. hehe:) kay mangurog sa recit! haha! karelate kaayo ko kay kurog pud ko eh! haha!
i wish the summer did not end. i had fun last summer. "indulge" would be a good word for the summer of 09. i had so much booze. so much fun. so much of friends. so much of him... but too much of a good thing cannot be good for you, right? plus, the song that tells us : "all good things come to an end."
now, i have so much to do... haha! so many readings... so many worries. and less of him. the problem is that he does not really tell me if he still wants me to hang around... madali lang naman akong kausap eh...
but that's the thing with non serious fraca or things that dont have labels... you dont have vested rights! haha! naisip ko to a couple of days ago, and i wanted to put it on FB:
"that's what "IT" is... a thing... just a thing... so dont beat urself up for losing it... for losing something thas supposedly so generic, so unspecial, that id doesn't even have a name."
its too bad you faid for "it" with ur heart. char! hahaha! wala na mo kasabot sa ako noh? ako pud! haha! later mga bits!
peace and love!
ciao!
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