last night, i talked to the classmate. we drove around and hung out kahit super ulan.. i told him much of what i wanted to say. it felt good. :) he told me i made him happy. he told me i matured and that he saw me change. i asked him if he could point out areas which need improvement but he said that there was no more because he can see that i am actually doing good. i told him that he had such a positive effect on me. i am really happy that i can tell him these things and that he can take it. i am glad we are friends (and by friends, i mean it the conventional understanding of the word).i like what i have become. i will not be the same person after this. i would like to think that i have matured. i feel ready to make positive changes in my life... or life-changing decisions that will, hopefully, make me better. i hope i can sustain this feeling. hehe:)
when i woke up this morning i told my HSBFF that "maybe the quick fix iv been searching for in bars and crazy night outs was not to be found there. u know? The epiphany that i needed and wanted to get? maybe i got it through someone over a long period of time.. and now that i recognize what is in front of me and what i need to do, am SKERD!"
love and peace!
god bless you!
4 comments:
i can hear "you changed my life in a moment." jologs, it is. Haha. But seriously, its good that things are better now better you and THE classmate. after all, real friendship (including those in the borderline, you know) should bring out the best in you. Happy-ness.
i was right. haha.
vince: salamat sa song... haha! but yeah, im taking the positive spin on this.. :)
brian: no, hindi po kami. :D
*its good that things are better now BETWEEN you and THE classmate.
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