emotae --whatever yaya...

i have never been good with goodbyes... perhaps that's why i hold on to everything... be it quiz papers from grade school to special people and memories.

yonie got married today. today is the day she became mrs. yonie bulao.
josrique left davao today. yesterday he said he would not come to visit davao in the next 5 or 10 years because he wants to do something with his life in the US.

i feel happy for them. i wish i could have the kind of enlightenment they have, or have had to be able to stand up for and commit to their life-changing choices. i wish i was that brave, just brave enough to let go of the things and situations i've grown used to, or do something life-changing and new.

i can sense that i have reached the age when society expects me to a.) get married b.) have kids c.) have a job or stable source of income d.) know who and where i will be in 10 years e.) all of the above


but i do not regret the choices i made. there's just sooo much that i wanna do, and i feel restless. and because i am bound to the choices i made for a very long time, i am feeling impatient. i want to see around the corner nah! hehe:)