ah yes... a new year. new years come with resolutions, plans, goals, and reflections about the past year. it has never been a habit of mine to make resolutions because i know myself well enough and i'm pretty sure that i can't stick to it for 365 days! hehe:) so why bother, right? i don't wanna say "i'll quit smoking this year" or "i'll stop backstabbing b!tches who deserve it" because tis likely that by february, i will have forgotten that resolution. hehe:) so good luck to the people who have resolutions. :) i dotn have plans for the year 2009 yet. but i'd have to say that one of my goals is to pass my subjects this sem and be an official sophomore next SY. hehe:) and make money, maybe get a part time job teaching, or selling flesh... haha! but those two would be more like hopes, rather than goals. hehe:) too much of it is out of my hands-- like vacant positions for the teaching spot i want, or the so-called-teacher-factor of my subjects. i dunno. but then self-improvement is what i should be aiming for right? so there! i want to improve my acads and finances. and oh, i wanna make friends! i feel like i've neglected my family, my KE family, viada peeps, HS chums, and others, recently. i need to make amends somehow. its gonna be tough though, because i have a lot of things lined up for january that will require my full attention. but i guess it wont hurt to put "making friends" as my third goal. :) reflections??? there should be much. but my brain is not in the reflective mode. its such a tragedy. i feel like so much has happened to me in the year 2008 that to close this chapter of my life without any reflections would be sad, wrong and stupid. and its irritating. so wait... i'll force myself... i got into lawskool! the tanya of 2007 or the tanya from any other year before 2008 would have thought that i would not bite into something so heavy, worldly, or into such a huge responsibility. i duuno. some part of me just said that it had to be done. i made new friends in lawskool! lingaw na people and weird assortment of personalities. kewl! at nagkaroon ako ng crushes ulit! haha! after years of feeling dead! haha! i joined another sorority. kala ko dati di ko na gagawin kasi ayokong gawin para di mahati yung loyalty ko. but i did it. and i did sooo much. so many things i did not even think i'd do, or sacrifice all that i did. god, i took it all. i know i realized much during the initiation process, and much of it, i'll keep to myself. :) i got asthma before 2008 ended! haha! erm... so maybe i'll make a resolution this year... and that is to try to quit smoking for good! and never seek refuge from a cigarette like you would look for cheap thrills from a lover on the side... hehe! whatever yaya, ur such a loser! :) haha! and maybe i'll try to stop saying chorbah, and instead excert more effort in choosing the right words and finishing my sentences. noh?
m tired. basta! onward to the future! cheers!
peace and love! ciao!
god bless us all!
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