---does not know what or how to feel...
then a friend asks what my status is all about... i told him i'll explain it next time...
kay kapoy. funny thing is, there are a lot of things that i should be thinking about. like my dad's trust issues. chorbah. school. job. friends. social life. money. health. and the social elevance of my existence. but since i do not think about these things, i cannot formulate an opinion, strong enought to invoke certain emotions... or lets call it "passion."
basically what i'm trying to say is: with all the concerns i have at the moment, i am happy that i have not thought about killing myself. as what i would have done before. and with all the concerns that i have, i am not deeply troubled. that taking these things lightly and not over-thinking is good. as it keeps my head is above the water... maybe this new found optimism i partly owe to this friend who distracts me and helps me look at the positive side of things. :)
whatever.
love and peace to all!
GOD be with you!
ciao!
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