i have been beating myself up too much for my behavior last saturday. it bothers me a lot less now. but still, i dunno if we are cool. i dunno if i should call him, ask him out again to make amends or if i should just let it go and wait for fate to weave our paths again...
so while being undecided and doing nothing, i watched gossip girl episode 20 : the remains of J. .. and i understood why i can relate to Blair so much... because like her, i do not like not knowing what's coming. hehe:)
and the wisdom imparted at the end of the episode somehow answered my question... here it is:
Mistakes. we all make them. They usually start with the best of intentions, like keeping a secret to protect someone or getting some distance from the person you've become. Sometimes we do not even know the mistakes we've made to get us where we are, or we figure it out just in time to make it right again. But every mistake happens for a reason: to teach you a lesson you would otherwise never learn. And hopefully you never make that mistake again.
so, i have decided to ask him out for coffee or movie... but just not yet. if he turns me down, i probably wont do it again. hehe:) pati ang kalabaw, napapagod din! haha!
love and peace!
ciao!
or as gossipgirl would say... xoxo
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