my dad wont let me enroll into law school as a freshman again. he says that if my appeal is denied and i have to waive the year, then he will no longer support it. so my alternative is to work and earn my own money... and if and when i have money, i'll go back to school again.
this news is pretty heart-breaking for me... coz i have already decided that i want this. that i cannot give this up. that i at least have to know if i can actually pass the bar or not. and all that i did not want to deal with (like backstabbers, loneliness, academic pressure) bother me a lot less now, because i have learned to deal with them. i can just feel that i can do better this time because i know what to do or how to work my way around things.
so if i work, my question would be: where? dvo or mla? i dont think i want to leave davao for a long period of time... ayoko na ulit mafeel yung napag-iwanan ka ng all that you valued... and you start all over again- make new friends, reconnect with old friends, have new hangouts, establish new teritories, and at the same time, deal with separation anxiety with the place you left behind... i dont like that... but then, the mere shift from school to work already promises separation anxiety and all that i've mentioned above...
haay... this is heavy. i'll have to pray really really hard that my appeal will be granted so i dont have to leave somthing that i have come to love...
peace and love to all!
ciao!
god bless!
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PS. this would have been far more depressing... but thanks to certain welcomed distractions, ayos lang ako. hehe:)
2 comments:
for me, there are a lot of oppurtunities in manila compare to davao. don't be scared. learn how to step out from your comfort zones. remember - no guts, no glory.
but if you can find a job of where you are now, then good for you and good luck to your plans.
i have worked in manila... but i found myself back in dvo. i just like it here... :) and yeah, i hear wat ur saying about comfort zones... i can relate. :)mucho thanks!
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