geez. over the past few days i realized:
1. mugawas akong pagka batang-gamay or akong pagka *ehem* brat when i want something and i cant get it. once i acknowledge the want, i need to have what i want. pronto! otherwise, maglangi, magyawyaw, magdrama.. echos.
2. i am becoming demanding. and i need to remember that i dont have the right to demand or expect anything. dili ko in a relationship.
3. what i ask, God provides. but in his time.. i need to be patient. i need to trust that it will happen, sooner or later, one way or another.
4. i need to learn how to chill... be more stoic and a lot less consumed or fixated on something. i need to remind myself that the conclusion i formulated when i was most passionate about the issue is not always accurate.
5. a man can make me happy, but my happiness does not depend on him entirely..
wee! nastress out ko for the past few days. nabuang kog kalit. i feel like im back to my old self again. happier and with a refreshed outlook. hehe:)
peace and love!
ciao!
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i just got home from his pamangkin's bday party. i got to chat with his mom, ate and their super close family friend. hotseat. and i got the sense na parang i was'nt quite "the classmate lang" this time.. hmm.. m not gonna overthink this. haha!
2 comments:
hahahah not overthink ha? pero im sure you indulge yourself with the thought, ergo still technically overthinking it. hahahah
haha! soaking in it, yes. but not digesting and processing it too much.. the world becomes a sad place if u think all the time eh.. char! hehe
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