i feel so tired making sense of things.

i was at mcdo last thursday night. i was eating alone and concentrating on my food coz i did not have the appetite to consume anything, but i had to eat. then, something bright orange caught my eye so i looked up and realized that this girl who just passed by was wearing bright/neon orange skinny jeans... perfect! she seemed perfectly happy in her orange pants.. smiling and talking to her guy friend. and then i thought:

1. dili ko karelate sa iyang happines.
2. dili ko karelate sa iyang pants! haha!

so nainterupt ang akong paglangoy-langoy sa akong self-absorbed muni-muni...

i looked around the place. and i realied na dili ko karelate sa mga tao. i felt like i was a foreigner, or an alien. i could not identify myself with the rest of them.. tao man unta sila...