we had dinner last night..
it was one of the hardest to swallow... literally nd figuratively!! ibang level!
it was nice, i guess.
it was not dramatic or anything like that.
masakit konti. hehe:)
but i'm "happier" now, so that should mean something...
siguro madami pa akong gusto sabihin, pero pwede nang di niya malaman..
i just hope he does not think i gave up on him.. because by letting him go and releasing him from all that is "unhealthy" for him, i am fighting for him. i dont want him to go away. i want him to be my friend, (if he cant be *ahem*...) i cant force him to be with me, if he does not want to, diba? this is best for him. so, lover gets what lover wants. friends mi!
at least i got a hug at the end of the night.
peace and love to all!
ciao!
god bless!
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