i have been having trouble sleeping for the past few days... admittedly, i have been taking sleep for granted. i did not appreciate its value. but that ends today.
i need sleep because i am very tired. i am not just exhausted physically, but also emotionally, i guess...
my lola passed away. enough said. my so-called-friends are... just that. they are just so-called-friends. (except for a few who made me feel really good today. i hart you guys! hehe:) im begining to feel super stupid and effing frustrated with crushie-wushies. i did really bad on a crim exam which was supposed to be supper easy. oblicon exam? lets not even go there... i dont wanna see it. plus, i have exams on saturday and i have not studied, and my mind is not on "aral-mode" so i really dont know how much info i can shove up my ear to save my failing ass. what makes it worse is the fact that i do not know how to worry anymore. i need to worry... to at least worry. i dont feel anything. i feel like as if i have died and that i lost myself somewhere. i feel lost and i seem to have forgotten who i am.
i wanna take a break from it all. i am going to sleep.
***but let it be noted that today i knew happiness... when my friends went to my lola's wake. my deepest thank you sa inyo...
god bless!
ciao!
1 comment:
i didnt go to the wake, i guess im "just your so called friend"..noh?heheh
kidding aside..
..condolence....
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