i fell asleep beneath the flowers for a couple of hours...

today, i had a dream but my eyes were wide open.

1. i fantasized about being in a coffee shop, writing down thoughts... thoughts about nothing in particular. just whatever that comes to mind. i wish i could just sit there and soak in nothingness. just sit and chill and daydream. i want to be in the same ambiance, but with no pressure this time.
i want to do that one of these days.

2. i also fantasized about being at the beach. i want to watch the sun set, drunk and happy. i want to drink at the beach with a few friends. i dont care if i bathe or not. i just want the sand in my toes and in my ass. haha! i want the time to pass, with me not caring about anything and feeling like i have the luxury of time to watch the sun set. i want to appreciate the sun set too, not just watch. so i wanna sit by the shore, with the sand between my toes, and the bottle of alcohol in hand. i just want to feel the breeze, listen to the waves and chill with good friends.

soon. very soon.

peace and love to all!
ciao!

*** and yeah, i just had to write this down... i remember telling people who ask me kung kelan ko pa naging crush si mr.chorbah, na naging kras ko siya at this particular date (and moment when i asked for something from him). but then, i was looking at old files in my PC and i realized that i kras him way back pa pala. hehe:) i took a pic with him in it pala! hehe i remember the exact feeling, or sentiment i had when i took a picture and included him. kahit nasira yung composition at nawalan ng sense ang peechur, basta andun yung mukha niya! at di ko pa siya "so-called-friend" nun! haha! funny how things work out minsan noh?