The notes are old They bend, they fold And so do I to a new love

i know myself well enough to say that once i like someone, as a friend, crush or something else, the fondness may wane or fade, but i always have the tendency to harbor the genuine appreciation for that person, and when fate brings us closer (to work together or something) there is ahuge tendedcy for that fondness to come back... delikado noh? hehe:)

i know i've told brian that i have lost interest in mr.chorbah last monday pa... but up until now, i could not really honestly say it...

one problem i know i have is that when i feel a profound fondness (i usually us this term for friends, but i feel the phrase is appropriate to describe the sentiment... read on to understand.) for a person, i normally lose interest in the person. especially if there is nothing that would keep my intrest in him... my attraction towards mr.chorbah would have lasted longer if there was something that kept me going. unlike papi chulo, di siya maharot at di rin siya uber hot. hehe:) unlike my talented mr. witty, not intelectually stimulating siya. unlike the other fraca, ndi siya mabait sa text. haha! (factor ang txt? yeah..) parang ganun?? and you just know his life is too damn busy, at the moment. and no girl can compete with lawschool, right? haha! :) whatever...

il focus my attention on other things... i am not really on crush mode these days. perhaps because of my lola, or maybe because lawschool finals are coming up, or maybe because i am too preoccupied with the things i want to do for the summer... or maybe because of the wonderful people i have been getting to know recently... thank God for the gift of friends.

peace and love to all!
ciao!

ps. i cant bring myself to divulge the name of my current/most recent kras in lawschool is because it might no longer be true, or i might be put in a tight or awkward position, or i am just too demn embarasd. di ko kaya panindigan! haha!