1. today, nastress ko sa 9th day sa akong lola. it really got me down. i realized the "should haves, could haves, and would haves" in terms of how i was as an apo and how i am as a daughter, friend and/or person. i konw i can not do much for my lola and there is no way for me to make up for "should haves, could haves, and would haves" with my lola, but at least i can do better as a daughter, friend, and/or person.
2. i saw an super old friend. one that i have had since childhood. even when he was in manila, he would write to me, just to keep me posted and ask me how i was. that kind of friendship is something i would like to keep forever. i saw him kanina and it took him a few seconds to recognize me. haha! the look on his face was priceless! haha! i was happy to see him. im glad he is back in town and is working nearby coz keeping in touch would be much easier. i look forward to sharing a bottle of rhum or two with him again.
3. nagfood trip kami ni john and konger today. hehe:) john said "kapoy ang life" and i could not agree more. hehe:) and i can not expound on that either. its clear as day. too bad i was down... we had to cut the little reunion short coz my mood was contagious. hehe:) there were just a few things running through my head. sorry guys. (and no, konger, its not related to crushie-wushies. hehe:)
4. i realized that we only drink with people we trust ourselves with. aside from the fact that we trust them, we trust ourselves with them. maybe its because its these types of people that we find it okay to be vulnerable. syempre when ur intoxicated, you have the tendency to do crazy things, diba? i guess that is why we associate good company with alcohol. it is through alcohlo that we find good company, and it is with alcohol that we enjoy the company of good people more. the tendency is that we value these people and keep them for as long as we can.
5. i also thought about God today... he is quite amazing, isnt he?... thank you Lord.
i need to learn to sleep early. i need to learn to sleep, so...
peace and love!
ciao!
1 comment:
ergo, you trust yourself with chorbah?
hehehe
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