i have noticed that everytime i tell people that i have a crush on this guy or that boy, the feeling goes away (and so does the boy). hehe:) but really, i don't understand... how or why... that is why this time, i am not about to tell anybody about papi chulo! no matter how hard it is for me not to! haha! i'll blog about him though... but ill try my hardest not to say his name...
ohmahyghad! last night, a little birdie told me that he did something... (something, i cannot bring myself to say because 1. i was sworn to secrecy, 2. mahalata na kung sino si papi chulo, 3. its really dirty, like if you want dirt on someone, this is kinda it. so there!) and it took me like 5 seconds to get over the shock then i felt super good! hahaha! (God forgive me...) this secret makes me feel good. the school girl crush i have for this person feels good. really good. i like crushing because its never complicated like relationships. and every encounter is like an adventure, a conquest, a chapter in your compilation of memories. not to mention the funny feeling inside you, or the instant shot of joy, is such a sweet thing after torturous classes.
i felt like screaming last night. ayoko na. i remember typing this on my phone last night while i was rather pleasantly buzzed with alcohol... nothing could be more gratifying... m hapi to find out xxx. God, i desire this man. and this knowledge makes him hotter to me...
***lame noh? haha! bite me! haha! kelangan ko nga palang bumawi kasi i made him feel bad the last time we spoke. he just makes me effing torpe! as in super off my game ako! or maybe im rusty, and a sem in lawskool made me so... hehe:)
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