1. realized that i dont dislike "her" (meaning one of the people na nalibak for being lisod sakyan). her person was not always the recipient of our left over rage from class, that's why she did not merit any aliases yet... hopefully she does not. :) this morning, while drinking coffee, i realized that she was not so bad. i have found a different brand of respect for her.
2. realized that i wont be going to up, at all today, and my classes tonight wont be a killer, so instead, i will go to LTO to take the exams for my license... hehe:) i know, it's long overdue, as CArlylette is here but my license is not. oh well, at least my father can lend it to someone once in a while. i have a problem thoug, i have forgotten how to drive! hahaha!
3. realized that lack of loyalty is a sure sign of selfishness...
4. realized that i need something to shatter the fake peace that i have right now. everything seems pretty calm but its not. i need to break out from this suffocating false sense of zen! its like being trapped in a glass bottle. what is inside you feels like going crazy and just being loose! and what is outside the bottle is chaos. there is a false sense of peace created by the walls/bottle/glass that surrounds you. i need something to destabilize this state i'm in so i can break free.
5. realized that to be a pimp, you have to be a bithc first... thus, i need big pimpin' from my bitches! haha! basically, fugly bitch is encouraging me to stop being a maria-clara-era, go with the flow and bitch. sounds too much like a man thing huh??? but whatever... i'm bored.
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