yeah! looking forward to leaving davao! i'll be in manila from thursday to sunday!
i can buy the books i need there! laging out of stock dito sa davao eh...
i can get away from school, from terrorizing profs, from all the drama of childish feeling-queen bees, and from papi chulo. i can clear my mind before plunging head first into the second semester!
i can eat more gonuts! haha!
i can shop a bit... but with the little money that i have, good luck to me. hehe:)
i can meet my brods and sisses there! and my other friends... i miss them nah! very badly...
but mostly, i'm looking forward to being in the city i really miss. i miss it soooo much that my insides hurt everytime i think about it. i daresay, i long for it like a long for "the lover" (whoever this person is, i shall not say. hehe).
i have so many memories there and i have associated may thoughts and realizations with the place that i feel like its such a huge part of me. the city and i shared may secrets, and he has seen me grow as a person. many of the memories and realizations shall not be found here, on this page, for i wish to keep them to myself. they are for me and for the people i actually shared them with. i shall keep all i have for that city, in my heart.
writing down the fact that i felt this nostalgia, shall be enough to remind me of all the memories i locked away.
everytime i go to manila, i am reminded of all that i gave up, of how much i changed and grew, of the many things that i learned, of some of the excitement, of a few bittersweet memories, and i am given a taste of all that again. i lurve my hometown, but there shall be no other city that touched me the same way.
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